Hi my name is Niki Ray and this blog is about my short lived ride as a cam girl online. So what makes a sweet innocent girl decide to start performing live on her cam for dirty perverts? Well the answer is very easy. It's all about the MONEY$$$$$$ Cha-Ching!!!
Sometimes you get into a bind and you start thinking about all kinds of crazy ways to make money. I myself am a mother of two little girls and have been married for 8 years. I would never in a million years show myself in public naked. I also managed an adult night club at one point in my life so I knew a lot about the industry and always thought to myself how can these girls go home every night and sleep after what they did.
Well I got consumed very quickly. I wanted to make money online as fast as possible. My husband and I were in a bind so we decided to do it together. SO now I went from getting naked on cam to performing sexual acts on cam, my goodness what have I gotten myself into. My husband and I are a very good looking and an in shape couple so please people don't send me hate mail telling me I must have been ugly or some crap because that is not the case at all. I came up with this great plan to sign up on several different cam companies websites as a cam model that way we could perform on 3 sites at the same time each and every night and possibly make a killing.
Before I dig any deeper I must say that these companies are PIMPS!! Big PIMPS!!! These companies take 65% or more of cam girls money. Nothing like feeling raped at the end of the day. We would be performing live on 3 different websites and would barely break 100.00 at the end of the day but these companies were making a killing off of us. What a bunch of crap I thought to myself. I am in the wrong biz I thought LOL. I need to go and open my own cam company lol. Anyhow so I realized from the beginning that I was going to have to work my tail off to try and make money. Although early on I also realized that every other cam girl out there was basically in competition so they were selling themselves for a mere 1.50 a minute or a bit higher. I mean come on after the PIMPS take your 65% what is left? Not very much. Oh it was making me sick.
I guess these companies treat you like the whore that you are. They use you as the feature for their earnings but pay you very little. and you work and slave for them day in and day out for pennies on the dollar. All of us performers are seriously breaking our backs and getting naked and dealing with the scum of the earth for pennies. Being in that biz even for one day will make you HATE the world and the sick bastards that are in it. Later in my blog I will be happy to discuss the specific requests you get on a daily basis. It just makes you want to cringe. I guess I have been so blind to the world for so long that when I heard this stuff I was blown away.
OK so here is a little bit about me. I have owned and operated many successful online businesses which I sold in the past and I have also owned and created a retail fashion boutique from the ground up which I also sold and lost tons of money. After selling my retail store my husband and I were in a ton of financial troubles. So now you can see I am not your typical call girl off the street trying to make a living as a cam girl or a crack whore for that matter lol. I am your average everyday girl who thought the girls on cam make a ton of money. Boy was I soooo wrong.
When you sign up on the cam sites such as www.paypercam.com and some other big sites it takes a little while before you can actually stream yourself live for money. They spend a great deal of time making sure you are at least 18 and over. Once you are approved they send you a login ID and password so you can login and start your stream. You have to create a profile about all your sexual desires and what you are good at blah blah blah. I figured "Hey I am pretty creative, I am sure I can come up with something good even though I am not some sex crazed vixen". SO once you have your profile created you can either stream in free chat or in live nude chat. Well when you stream in free chat everyone and their MOM can watch you for free in say your Panties or something sexy. Well when viewing www.paypercam.com before signing up I noticed that all the girls in free chat were basically showing all the goodies in the jar before they even had to go nude with a paying customer. I was thinking how in the world do those girls make money because they are already showing everything for free. It really made no sense to me at all. I decided that when my husband and I got into free chat we would be fully clothed. I always would wear something sexy but classy and it worked. I made sure I set my price at 4.99 a minute for private chat because I was not about to take my clothes off for a complete stranger for less than that. Listen Folks I thought this would be a temporary thing that would last a few weeks and that I would make a few thousand and stop. HA HA HA HA HA. It just doesn't work like that at all.
Making money on big corporate cam sites is nearly impossible unless you plan on slaving for the PIMPS 8-10 hours a day and build up a very strong following. On a positive note I would have to say this would be a lot easier for a girl instead of her having to dance in public at a strip club. You can do this out of the comfort of your own home and can take a break whenever you want. I also have to add that single girls performing make a heck of a lot more money than couples do. I am assuming a man wants to spend one on one quality time with a girl on cam rather than watch a couple. Whatever floats the boat. My husband and I have never had any problems keeping chemistry in the bedroom and we make our own porn videos and never had to get online to pay to get turned on.
Some of the guys that are viewing you on cam are your everyday JOE or horny 18 year old virgin trying to get his rocks off but some of these people are just plain perverted. The perverted ones I am speaking of are the ones that want to purchase your dirty underwear or watch you shove your fist up your but or better yet watch you urinate or poo in the toilet. I of course would NEVER do any of the above but a lot of girls do it and that's wear the money comes in. Women that get into the fetish industry or money financial domination ( we will touch on that subject later)make a killing. You will also run across many scammers in this industry and I will touch on that subject later as well.
I am not sure how other women feel about this subject and would love to hear from both males and females about their opinion. Let me just tell you when you do this every night on cam you wake up having nightmares and you have this bad feeling in your gut that you are worthless. I have never felt so bad about something in all my life. Some nights I would stay up crying and ask myself "What the hell are you doing this for, is the money really worth it"? And the answer is NO IT'S NOT!!! After venturing on this little journey I figured I would give the people my knowledge of the good and the bad of being a cam girl or cam boy. I know several people in the industry including men who did this as well and they didn't make crap and were very good looking people. Each and every day I will touch on a new subject and bring new light to the dark side of cam girls.
NOTE TO ALL THE PERVERTS- If you think for one second the girl you are talking to live on cam has one bit of interest in you other than your money you are mistaken!!!
Until Next Time.....
Diary of a Mad Cam Girl
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